its been awhile since i last blog . I finally vented out everything to someone online and feel so much better now. i been alone and been crying and taking all the pain to myself.. because i dun want to be a burden to anyone. To be honest i feel lonely sad hurt.. sorry if i sound like i pitying myself but i cant help it. Its seems that what i normally say hurts people and i did it without knowing.. to everyone out there who knows me thanks for being a part of my life . i really apologize to everyone because i know i have hurt u one way or another . But i will be stronger and a nicer person from now on.. i aim to change to be a better person so that i wont hurt anyone.. so i guess is best i learn how to adapt being alone