the day u bstep me . i will nv forget

i will nv forget how u bstep me , telling everyone my secrets , my studies or making childish remarks about me my studies etc , to think about it . u always said i was a failure , and u always commenting about urself how u were "smarter" ,"better" than me . I look back and laugh , its stupid lol . u are just a arrogant person who thinks u are one of the greatest person in the world , i dun have to be smarter than u to be better than u . i dun have to speak perfect english or get thr best job to be happy . im nothing like u , U dun even look at ur mistakes , u always think u are right and look down on others if people dun follow ur advice , dun u see how stupid u are? esp ur this sentence that is a joke to me " money makes people happy my parents told me, one day i will earn alot money and be happy"and u said that im a failure? well heres what u have to say about u , u are a ignorant fool "frog in a well"im nothing like u , i have friends , i dun intentionaly insult people if they r wrong neither do i look down on people . I too tired to bother with u thats why i didnt even talk to u anymore and the pain u inflict me went away fast and i became stronger . so go ahead laugh and we will see who will have the last laugh

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im at fault..

today i had difficulties pulling myself from bed.Because I did something to hurt someone ystd, all because of my rage . im just selfish. I mean i didnt think of the consequences and let myself burst out my anger . This is my main weakness that can cause to hurt people , how stupid can i be?. Shes definately not going to forgive me now after what i did . Shes was really a good friend , i blew it , i blew everything . im just a selfish jerk. Fucking selfish jerk. Now when i think of it , i didnt just did it to her i did it to my family as well.i now know Wraith(anger)is a sin of a human a feeling of disatisfaction where u go all means to get ur way till u win without thinking of any consequences . I Definately need to change, i dun want to hurt people anymore . seriously F myself

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