why do I still think about that bitch
Its been weeks and my thoughts are still about her , I do not understand why. I keep telling myself , forget her existence treat it I do not know her at all. But sometimes the thoughts keep coming back to me , i just find it very frustrating and annoying . But at least I did not go contact her =) I won't make the same mistake twice . I know my weakness now and this weakness make a great impact on me, my weakness is my own emotions . Meaning to say ,i get angry and upset easily and that's why people is able to use my own weakness against me. Its hard to control my emotions , but I will try. She said im ugly, fat , immature ,shallow,stupid poor in my language and a failure I agree to what she say of me But you know what? I'm happy the way I'm am.Looks dosent makes up a person , however the inner beauty of a person does(even u are pretty and smart but ur attitude sucks no one will want u) being poor in language and being in a lower class stream does not make anyone a failure because different people are good at different things and as long u are willing to try ur best there's no reason to be a failure ( a failure is someone that gives up easily and unwilling to go on to the very end) I'm not going to talk to her anymore =) just going to move forward
