my mood swings

just came back home and bath finished. I never really train much ... this week partly cuz of rain and my motivation I have a very bad mood swing this week so I get agitated easily . I have my highs and lows...this week my mood swings come about once in blue moon and this is the worse mood
swing I ever had. maybe I should talk more to people shall spam Alicia 2morw hehe XD. I still very upset
about thurs I can't seem to shake that stupid quarrel off . I just can't stand people who are freaking arrogant and look down on you if you do not follow their views . furthermore the way she wrote wasnt like giving a advice is
more of looking down on you == she thinks the matter is easily solve and then she will shoot on u == I also dk what's her problem at all.. shes being so kapo of other peoples matters . Omg the worse thing was that she shoot at me when I tell her not to be kapo then say I'm so immature zzz. if I'm immature than what about kids?== its so stupid zz I shall end what I wanna say about here her and move on. mum and dad was right I should not talk to her at all. sorry mum and dad =( should have listened to you =\ . Malcolm and I are ok already people from the team are slowly accepting me more and more ... and that really makes me happy.. i hope one day I will be accepted to society. I'm trying my best my very very best =) so that I can talk to anyone in the world .. thats what I really want in life... I want to be kind towards people and be accepted by others . yesterday me and Malcolm were okay already even though he burn a hole in my pocket cuz I treat him alot of things... yeah... though I didn't train so much I had a good
time talking to people ... at skool I started talkin to Sarah abit hahah and hopefully to other people as well. I'm sure if I interact with pol more I will change to what I want to be and have a goal in life.

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