Hey here to updae... recently i have not been skating due to the weather..... i have been having alot of bad daes.... and i feel heartbroken and terrible now. On friday i have quarreled with someone and it was very bad she ignored me on saturdae and forgave me at night it was difficult.... i was wrong... i guess i feel frustrated ... .Another thing is my parents have told me that i have not been puting enough effort for a maths which made me sad ... i tried to conviced myself... i did the work but sadly is not enough.... i dun know what im doing : ( i know my tuition teacher and my parents are trying hard but im not putting enough.... The worse thing of all is that i have scared someone away who seems to be a good friend.... i know this person through sg forum and she was intrested in rollerblading... so we talk on msn for quite a long time ... that after that i went out she msg me she was at clementi then i msg her wan me to find her...? she at first she didnt mind me comming but my friend pulled me to orchard... so i have no choice so i just keep asking her to wait or come orchard... i guess.. i must have pushed her... she didnt reply my msg... and obviously have block me on msn..... i feel so sad.... i never thought people are like that... she was quite a good person more imptantly im dissapointed at myself.. i just send her a appology msg... which i doubt she has read it.... haix..... nvm... whats done cannot be undone..... i really wish i have good friends like her.....

I want to thank alicia yesterday for cheering me uup : )..... even though i still feel hurt that i scare some1 away.... haha.... : ) ... ur really a good friend even though u me didnt give me advice and just talk about other things... u at least make feel abit better even most of the time just watch tv and sleep lol