Hello everyone. :) im here to blog ^^..... my legs are currently like jelly ... lols cause as usual i skate : P.. nowadays i have been meeting more new people and talking and having more friends. Someone told me something that had even motivated me more. We were talking about snfc about other skaters and etc he told me even u hardcore training and get number one in place what will u gain ? and like studies u study hard get alot more u gained what? . Which really what he says is true. Inside of me i always ask myself why we study so hard for? isnt it getting the job u want and not to earn more money? to me studys isnt everything in life. I now know why i had lost my motivation to study.In the past i always fail almost everything. Till sec 3 i started to pass.... i had no goals and yet i still did well... i guess it was the sense of acomplishment that motivated me to do well. and from then on i started to do well.I used to thouught maybe now i have no goals for anything. But in the future i will have one so i just didnt care about my goals yet.Till augest and when i got back to skating. This is the first time.... i trained so hard for something... Even though my improvements and accomplishment for skating isnt much. But i feel that sense of motivation with a goal every time i put on my skate i keep pushing forward like pushing myself to the limit. People from urban inline really have motivated me everytime i see tham skate it makes me want to skate too...Which I hope to be in their team soon : )....

I realise something i learnt from all the skaters. Life isnt about earning big money or etc is about doing something u want to do having a sense of accomplishement when we push ourself hard. Is not being the best in the whole singapore or etc.No matter how high your standard are in what u do it dosent make u anything and neither will u gain anything.We push ourself to things not to be the best but having a sense of accomplishment ourselves

I want to thank all my friends. i really am trying to change. I feel that im changing. I dun want to be that arrogant person anymore.:)...