today very fucked up..... very sian. also... raining ... so cannot skate : (... zzzz just when my cross acid slide improve lerh == so just went jubeat today . FUCK UP... today afternoon my parents nag at me to concertrate on my a maths... and tues i have to convince my teacher to let me take my a maths for normal acad.Aparently he is upset with the fact that in june i took a long time to give a tumbdrive which seriously fucked me up (Seriously if i had found you and you were around i would have passed it to you earler and how the fuck am i suppose to know where the hell you are and you expect me to find you in the whole school ? ==.) Another thing is that i have failed my a maths last thurs and my parents were not happy about it (WHY cant u understand that i had tried fuck... if i didnt tried i wouldnt improve at all i have fucking improve from 25 percent to 40 percent. ZZz I have problems too also what. U think very easy meh? and im fucking busy training my skating got any wrong training for competition?) The worse thing was that my fucking father couldnt understand that i had to go off for my guitar lesson and he cant just talk to me another day and that part really fucked me up the most(I only have 15 mins left to change and everything why the fuck cant u understand that? u seriously must fucked up my mood ?go ahead and be upset lor. I tell u already i need to go u fucking cannot understand that so what if im skating till late at night today u could have talk to me 2morw morning is not as if this is the last time u seeing me fuck = =) .This a maths thing seriously fucked me up . Now i wish i didnt apply i got better things to do i have enough problems already.... i just want to make some1 happy everyday because that person is important to me and thats all i want to do this holiday i dun want to be unhappy myself to give her problems and worry her. I HATE PEOPLE THAT ARE NOT REASONABLE ~